Tuesday, September 15, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 227

Now, on to something new.

My goal of September (besides getting through a push-ups session without wanting to give up) is to Write A Good Story.  We'll see how that goes.

Sit-ups Today: 150
Sit-ups in September: 2012

Push-ups Today: 0 (aw shite, I haven't done any push-ups, but it's 2:29am.  Do I really have to get up and do them?)

Words Today: 677
Words in September: 16,632

So, I finished recording the current audiobook project--which is good (only took thrice the amount of time I expected it to), though I don't know if I'll put it out on the Outcast or not (leaning toward not)--and that means it's time to move on to either my Ben Parks novel ("A Sidekick To Miracles" or the novel I wrote based on Big's write-a-song-based-on-a-Temallica-title prompt, called "My Friend of Misery").  To be honest, I'm leaning toward "Misery," because I wrote a Ben Parks short story this year ("A Sidekick's Errand") and I could do that one instead* and see if I can't write "Sins of a Sidekick" during the fall (or winter), and put it out in 2021, along with "Miracles."

It is good to have projects going, lined up one after the other.  It keeps you looking forward, keeps you working, and I'd hate to be that guy who retires from his job, gets the gold watch, and then dies not long after.  My dad was that way, working at the post office for decades, seeing friendly faces on his route, hanging out with other postal carriers half or a third his age, because he enjoyed doing what he did when he started, and only retiring when they made him do it.  And then . . . well, lots of chores around the house, I guess.  Being a writer is something I don't ever have to retire from, because I always have new ideas--more ideas than I can ever get written, even if every year were as productive as 2020.

Alright, push-ups done, dang it.

Push-ups Today: 38
Push-ups in September: 513

*I just checked, and it's 13,000 words, which'll end up a thousand more by the time I do the audio.  That shouldn't be more than two days' work, as far as recording goes.  I could publish it and be--  Oh shit, I'd need to do cover art for it.  My effing kryptonite.  Still, the last cover wasn't hard--just taking a picture of my nephew, and converting it to a painting.  I did it once, I can do it again.

Twilight Groan 10: It's A Good Life


Rish and Cathexis talk about Season 3's "It's A Good Life," which is a good thing.  It's a very good thing they did.

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Next episode, Inger Stevens encounters a mysterious hitch-hiker.

12 Goals For 2020 - September

Haven't done one of these in a few months.  Don't imagine it much matters now.

1.  Publish "The Calling: Reunion."
    Both text and audio are out there.  
2.  Do Dunesteef Patreon with Big.
    Seems like a silly goal now.
3. Put Out "Tales of eBay Horror" Episodes.
   I thought about recording another one of these this month, but chose not to.
4.  Finish "Balms & Sears" Novella.
    I will try for October (and won't get to it)
5.  Publish EITHER "A Sidekick To Miracles" or "You're In Good Hands."
   "You're in Good Hands" is out there (in text form, at least).  I think ASTM will have to wait till 2021 (or later)
6.  Finish "Podcatcher" short story.
    Yep.  Although I may call it "Comes the Podcatcher" in the end.
7.  Do BOTH "Empire Strikes Back" and "Death Star Day" Episodes of "Delusions of Grandeur." 
   Done, both.
8.   Publish EITHER "My Friend of Misery" or audio version of "A Lovely Singing Voice."
    One of these is ready to go, the other I just began.
9.  Do "Till Death Do Us Meet" Episode With Marshal Latham.
    This is also done, on the Journey Into... podcast.
10.  Put Out Christmas Story Collection.
    No further progress on this.
11.  Put Out Audio Collection 4.
     None here either.
12.  Put Out TWO New "Dead & Breakfast" Stories.
     Yes, "The Old Man & Me," "Fatherless Child," and "Three-Time Visitor" are available.  Next up is "Never Let Him Go."  I could have that one done in a week.

These are my completed writing projects in 2020 so far:
1.  Three-Time Visitor (D&B)
2.   Fisher & Florence (follow-up to "A Mark on the Sky")
3.   Comics Trip (Fantasy)
4.   Troubled Child (Fantasy)
5.   Fatherless Child (D&B)
6.   Never Let Him Go (D&B)
7.   The Last Friday In December (D&B)
8.   A Sidekick's Errand (Western)
9.   Comics Trip (screenplay version)
10.  A Sucker For Mystery (D&B, formerly known as "Who You Gonna Call?")
11.  Winter Break (meteorite story)  (Horror)
12.  Meet the New Clerk, Same As the Old Clerk (D&B)
13.  Pizza Place Story (formerly Little Caesars story)
14.  That's The Spirit! (Christmas Fantasy)

15.  Turn Around, Jedi (Star Wars sketch)
16.  Bryan Adams sketch (redux)
17.  Comics Trip, The (screenplay - second draft)
18.  Tell Me Once Again, Who's Bad? (Star Wars sketch)
19.  Ticking and Talking (sketch)
20.  The Comics Trip (screenplay - third draft)
21.  Podcatcher/Comes the Podcatcher (Horror)
22.  
Hatchling (Drama/Fantasy/Romance)
23.  
Underdecorated (Horror)
24.  Message To My Girl (Romance)
25.  The New Model (D&B, Romance)
26.  Two Month Retreat (I dunno)

Not terrible, but if you look at all the stories I've started in 2020 and not finished, this list is woefully lacking.  Luckily, the year ain't over yet.

Monday, September 14, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 226

It's Monday, and even though those are usually my busiest days, I was done with work by lunchtime (this should be good, but it means I will have less money coming my way--though next Monday should be a big one)

Okay, so I took my nephew to his flag football game tonight, and instead of going to the store (which I had planned to do), I acted responsibly and sat down with my laptop to do my daily writing then and there.  Unfortunately, the computer didn't want to turn back on, and when I restarted it, I lost all of last night's writing (yeah, this shite still goes on, about once a month).  Luckily, I had a backup of everything I wrote yesterday, when I had pasted it into WordCounter to, gee, count the words, so I was able to reconstruct last night's . . . "work," even though it took time away from me actually writing.

But then I went to town, writing the final unwritten scene in the story, which . . . well, let me be honest (we're all friends here) was pretty weak and anticlimactic.  Heck, the story itself might not be all that good.

But it is done.  Another finished story.  So there.*

After that, I edited the last "Twilight Groan" episode my niece and I recorded, and when I got to the bit at the end, where she took my picking-up-a-hitchhiker story super seriously, well, it made the whole thing worth it.  If it's the last episode of that podcast, we're going out on a good one.

Sit-ups Today: 100
Sit-ups In September: 1862

Push-ups Today: 38
Push-ups In September: 475

Words Today: 724
Words In September: 15,955
 

*I looked it over just now (it still needs formatting, and I suspect there's a bit that is still in the present tense and all-caps toward the end), but it sits just over twenty-five thousand words.  That's not bad, considering it's only been a month and a day since the night I got the idea for it.

Sunday, September 13, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 225

 

Today I spoke to Big while he was in Louisiana, cleaning up some hurricane destruction.  He told me he'd seen the DORA THE EXPLORER movie (so hot), and that it wasn't bad.  We talked for a little while about being assigned to turn a children's franchise like that into a movie, and how, if you try to make too good a movie out of your cartoon, toyline, or video game, you will only piss off the target audience.  We then talked about the TRANSFORMERS franchise, and how utterly septic those films are, but that nobody cares (and the one film they actually tried to make a good movie, the Bumblebee one?  Well, no one went to that).  

So we talked about what we would do if we were handed the keys to turning Bratz dolls or "Bubble Guppies" or "Yo Gabba Gabba" or Shopkins into a movie, and I honestly don't know if I could do it.  Except for one.  "Monster High."  That could make an excellent live-action movie, and I'm surprised they haven't tried it.

In the months before it got too hot, I'd go on a hike every Sunday.  Then, I went with my high school friends Rhett and Dennis, and poor Dennis was ready for death before we got out of there.  I decided that it was hot enough to take a little break from hiking, and I've only gone on one since then.

But it's starting to cool down, and I ought to at least consider getting back on the horse (or mountain) this month.  Unfortunately, it is wildfire/forest fire season all across this part of the country, and the air quality is really, really bad because of it.  It makes for great sunsets, but who would want to go hiking in it?

I did take my bike out and ride it down toward the lake, but I popped the back tire and that ended my trip pretty fast.  I tried riding it with a flat, then got off and wheeled it for another couple of blocks, but then the tube started coming out, tangling with the spokes, and the back tire wouldn't move anymore.  So, instead of carrying my bike the two miles I had left to go, I abandoned it in a vacant lot beside the road.

I jogged home, and got the truck to go retrieve the bike.  I was almost disappointed to discover the bike was still where I left it, because I had been thinking that, if it were stolen, I could buy one of those really light aluminum ones, and have a good time with that.  I'm so lazy that I would rather buy a new bike than have to buy a new tube and put it on the old bike . . . all so I can get a little exercise.

Speaking of which:

Sit-ups Today: 100
Sit-ups In September: 1762

I also went on my regular run last night, and had absolutely no trouble foot-wise.  While I recognize that as I get older (and older and oooooooooolder), I'm going to ache more and more, and when I hurt myself it will last longer and longer, but it's good to be reminded when you feel good for a change.  My Uncle Len is constantly in pain, and my mom says he will be for the rest of his life.  I can't imagine that, and I guess it's time to count my blessings that my biggest problems in life are shiftlessness, regret, an existence of no worth to anyone, and an occasional almost crippling loneliness.  Not bad, eh? 

Push-ups Today: 37
Push-ups In September: 437

The damned push-ups have not gotten easier.  I don't know what's happening there, since I could do twice as many six months ago than I can do now.  Only thirty-seven push-ups should not be a great effort, should it?  Maybe on Wednesday, instead of going sit-up crazy (as is my tradition), I'll see if I can get a hundred or so push-ups in.  Joy.

So, we've finally come to this.  It's 2:52am, and I have only written 179 words today.  I can barely stay awake, indeed, after typing "awake," I closed my eyes for the briefest of seconds, and now the clock says it's 2:36am.  Scary.

I forced it, not a lot, but some.

Words Today: 660
Words In September: 15,231
(I'm still ahead!)

Saturday, September 12, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 224


I was a bit blue today, can't really explain why*, but hung out with my uncle and my cousin from Vegas for part of the afternoon.  Their lives seem more exciting than mine, but I suppose everyone's does.

While my uncle was over he talked about an idea that came to him in a dream for a story and he wanted me to write it for him.  I told him I 'd pass because I don't manage to write half the stories I come up with myself, and I know that bothered him.  Non-writers are always so surprised when they come up with story ideas, and they want them to get out there, and we've all heard the "I have a great idea for a movie, why don't you write it and we'll split the proceeds?" pitch a time or two, but it's hard to explain that the real accomplishment is the writing, not the coming up with an idea.

"Hey, they should make a machine that records your dreams, so you can go back, if you choose, and experience them again.  You build it, and we'll split the money 50/50."

They had a get-together they were going to, and I hoped they would invite me to come along (despite me not knowing any of the people there), but they took off, and my sister's family took off for the cabin, leaving me pretty much alone.  I decided to head over to the library again today, just to force myself to write a little more. Yesterday wasn't much, but I often (not always, but often) feel like I've accomplished something when I write, so I tried it again today.

Sit-ups Today: 150
Sit-ups In September: 1662

Push-ups Today: 36
Push-ups In September: 400 (nice, but my Uncle John probably does that much in one sitting . . . during a funeral)

I veered suddenly left yesterday while I was writing the Natalie story, and wrote a scene showing what Mason was doing.  It probably doesn't belong--if the story's from her POV, she should get all the scenes, right?--but I wanted to explore what was happening to the rest of the staff while Natalie is having her adventure (I set up a future story telling where Meeshelle is in between my first story and Marshal Latham's story), and I also wanted a scene to explain why Mason isn't in those two stories (I had honestly figured he was dead by this point, but the stories keep on surprising me).

So, I skipped the main ghost scene with Natalie and wrote what happens after, and went on through until "the end."  The story's not done--I have to go back and write the ghost scene (or not, I could be a cheater and just skip it)--but it's still super close now to being finished.

I went on my full run tonight--something I hadn't managed much this week--my sore foot be damned.  And it only really bothered me for the first block or so (and going down stairs).  As a reward, I looked on the free On Demand section on TV, to pick a movie, and noticed AD ASTRA on there.  It was a heady Sci-Fi movie starring Brad Pitt that I remember saying wouldn't make a dime because the title was in Latin.


It ended up being a tremendously boring future Drama about a guy with father issues, with two or three pointless action scenes jammed in there, perhaps after the first disastrous test screening, where the entire audience fell asleep.  The action scenes, as inappropriate to the story as they are, were the only entertaining bits of the movie (especially one with a space baboon), and I almost wish they'd stick to their (absence of) guns, because I could at least admire them for it.

In the middle of the movie, I got an idea for a horror story, about an ex-soldier (or policeman) who, due to a brain injury, is the perfect candidate for a mission to save the world.  I focused on that idea during the super boring parts (as opposed to the simply dull parts), but then worried that I was stealing my idea from EVENT HORIZON, a movie I went to in 1997, and only vaguely remember.

Was the premise of that movie that this crew finds a spaceship with a portal in it that causes peoples' worst fears to manifest?  Seems like something like that.

So, when ED ASNER ended, I did a search for EVENT HORIZON and, wouldn't you know it, it was available for free too (with commercials, though).  I went ahead and watched it.  Holy smoke, the CG in the movie was shite . . . not quite BIRDEMIC bad, but close.  

It was a little bit worse than I remembered (and I've never quite gotten over my loathing for Kathleen Quinlan--can't really explain that), but it was better than AD ASTRA because it delivered on what it promised, and wasn't trying to be something artsy, just a Haunted House movie in space.  Lots of jumpscares, a couple of eerie sequences, and hey, it had really first-rate set design.


It was directed by Paul Anderson (the RESIDENT EVIL guy), who now goes by Paul W.S. Anderson because the Paul Thomas Anderson who directed BOOGIE NIGHTS was registered with the Writers Guild as "Paul Anderson" and this one was registered with the Directors Guild as "Paul Anderson," and that was apparently a huge headache.  He's the video game director who was married to Milla Jovavich, and also did ALIEN VERSUS PREDATOR (which you may say sucked, but was better than anything from ALIEN: RESURRECTION on).  I saw that he did that movie about the fall of Pompeii, and I may bug Marshal about watching that with me for our movie podcast.

Apparently, they shot a scene for the movie with a bunch of porno actors and amputees that was so disturbing to test audiences that they dropped it, and that footage is now lost.  A shame they didn't jam that into the middle of the Brad Pitt movie.

I also read that somebody is trying to turn EVENT HORIZON into a television series, and believe it or not, I'm all over that.  It's not the idea behind the movie that's flawed, just the dumbness of the movie itself.

Afterward, I was a bit disappointed in myself, that I could've used the time to record audio or write, and I didn't do it.  I'm 96% done with my "Delusions of Grandeur" episode, and I could've done that too.

I did sit down and jot down some notes for the story (I will never write) that was inspired by AD ASSMAT, that I feared was the premise of EVENT HORIZON, but it's pretty derivative, and I don't usually write Sci-Fi anyway, because it just becomes Horror set in space (see "Ten Thousand Coffins").

I did the math, just to see, and two-thirds of a year is 243 days.  So, I'm a couple weeks away from having written every day for two-thirds of 2020.  Remarkable?  Sure.  Meaningful?  Not so much.

Words Today: 804
Words In September: 14,571
 (I'm still ahead!)

*Okay, I could explain, I consider myself a writer, after all.  

Friday, September 11, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 223

Nothing.  I've got nothing for you today.  Sorry about that.

Oh, I still worked and wrote and sat-up a bunch of times, but now I'm tired.

Sit-ups Today: 200
Sit-ups In September: 1712

I realize that I alternate between "I felt really motivated today" and "I didn't feel like doing much today" in these posts, but isn't that just life in general?  

Push-ups Today: 35
Push-ups In September: 364

I was feeling down, and I considered going to the library, so I checked to see when my pile of books and DVDs were due.  Turns out, the whole stack was due on the fifth of September.  So I tried to renew them, and suddenly the late fees total skyrocketed.  Guess that's what happens when you don't pay attention.

I raced over there to return the ones I'd already finished, and the two that someone else had reserved, so I couldn't renew them.  Since I was at the library anyway, I decided to write for a few minutes.  I made it there with less than a half hour before they were closing (I almost expected them not to let me use a computer for fear I wouldn't leave when they told me to), and by the time they flashed the lights and boomed out their "The library will be closing in ten minutes" announcement, I was ready to go.

Fewer words written than usual, but it was still writing, and counts for the day.

At night, I could have written some more--and I planned to--but I just could not be arsed.  No, nary an arse to be found.

Words Today: (only) 498
Words In September: 13,737

Thursday, September 10, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 222

Two hundred and twenty-two days.  I love stuff like that, as you know, if you know me at all.  There's nothing worse than getting gas, and filling it up with $33.35.

Okay, there are worse things.  But it might be an OCD thing--I like the numbers to match.  And for twenty-five years, I've never been able to leave the television (or radio) volume on an odd number.

The snow is all melted (though chunks of it still slid off the roof early this morning, startling me), but it's not summer out there.  My fire has burned out, but it served its purpose, and raised the temperature from the thirties outside to the sixties inside.

I finished BEN-HUR in the morning, and man, is it a wonderful movie.  The whole reason I checked it out was that, once the library re-opened, I started grabbing DVDs again, to bring home or to the cabin, and one of them was the recent remake (2017 or so?).  I quite enjoyed it, being impressed with certain moments of subtlety, and reinterpretations of scenes I vaguely remembered from the 1959 version (it was not the original, as there was a silent version by Cecil B. DeMile in the Twenties, and an even earlier version at the turn of the century that is lost).  It made me curious about the Charlton Heston version, which I had seen so long ago, I couldn't remember where it was (my guess is, it was the fall of 1991, for a class).

I was very moved by it, and only found one or two bits to be dated, all of them forgotten by the time the magnificent chariot race occurs.  I cried a lot with the leper scenes, and especially liked the performance of the Israeli woman who plays Esther (Haya Harareet).   The religious aspects vexed me, because the film starts out with the Nativity, and it just seemed unnecessary (indeed, when the film was re-released, that scene was excised and it begins with Messala returning to Nazareth, which makes a lot of sense*), and I feared it would be too heavy-handed (the recent version did well with the Jesus stuff, I thought, though he does speak and you do see his face, unlike this one).  But it totally works at the end, and I thought about whether I could write a movie like that or not.

It's not for nothing--it's a question I've asked myself over the years, along the same lines as the Hallmark Christmas movie I was casually offered and turned down.  I didn't think I could write something like that, but have always wondered ever since.

I also listened to the commentary, in which an expert on the film is intercut with remembrances from Heston, occasionally sharing the same information, from different point-of-views.  The critic said that, because MGM had spent so much money on the film (the highest budget for a film up to that time), they needed a finished product that would appeal to devout Christians, casual moviegoers, Jews, and people overseas.  The religious scenes had to work whether you thought Jesus was divine, just a historical rabbi, or an invention of the first century church.  And that, my friends, is quite a task.  One I'm sure dozens of films have tried to do ever since.

"They tried and failed?"

"They tried and died."

I've written to try to please others before, and it's something I think I'd try, if the opportunity were before me.  Of course, my efforts might not be welcome.  After all, my story "Who Can It Be Now?" was rejected for a collection of monster stories set in the Rocky Mountains, and I'm intimately familiar with both of those things.

Sit-ups Today: 250
Sit-ups In September: 1512

Now it's time to go, and it's so dim and grey outside again.  The sun came out around eleven, and I could've gone out on the deck and enjoyed it, but I didn't.  Soon it was gone, like most of my life.  Now it's cold again, and I've been wearing my jacket inside the whole time.

Push-ups Today: 34 (okay, I did this twice today)
Push-ups In September: 329

Once again, I was very hesitant to come home from the cabin, the cold notwithstanding.**  It must be doing something right, huh?

I really like this picture, taken while podcasting and driving down the canyon.  It sums up the feelings in my heart right now.  

Of course, it also makes me wish I had cleaned my windshield beforehand.

I discovered on Sunday, after walking around on a foot that hurt, that the sole of my left shoe had worn through.  When I got home, I checked my right shoe, and it was fine.  I threw out the worn left shoe (but not the right, crazily enough) and grabbed my secondary pair of shoes off the rack . . . and discovered I had worn through that shoe in the exact same place, just not all the way through yet.  That seemed strange, and when my foot hurt badly enough on Monday for me not to go on my nightly run, I worried that I had stepped on a sharp rock or something and that was the reason for my pain.

I spent most of the time at the cabin with my shoes off, but the one time I went upstairs to check for Shoggoths (there weren't any this time, thank H.P.), my foot really hurt coming down.  So when I went out yesterday to the lake, I put on an old pair of shoes I keep at the cabin for muddy walks, and it was a lot more comfortable.  Not sure why.

Anyhow, when I got home tonight, along with catching up on my blog and answering emails, I thought I'd go on my run, not having done so on Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday.  I did a bunch of sit-ups as a warm-up, then took off down the road.  It hurt a lot, almost from the beginning, but I thought that I could run through the pain, since it ALWAYS hurts, and I always feel better after the half-mile mark.

But it didn't.  It started to make me worry there was something more serious going on, because it was cold outside, yet I was still sweating down my neck and forehead.  So, I turned two blocks earlier than I usually do, and only managed a mile rather than a mile and a half (technically, 1.2 miles instead of 1.6).  I started a bath and soaked my foot for a little while, but am still disappointed I couldn't just toughen up enough to go the whole way.  Might do some more push-ups just to prove that I can. 

Words Today: 1446
Words In September: 13,269

*I had tons of food I had brought with me and not eaten, and it occurred to me that, if I'm just going up again next Wednesday, why not leave the food and my suitcase there?  I'd never considered doing that before.  

**Actually, there was originally another opening scene for the movie, where the Three Wise Men encounter one another, and though they speak different languages, all are in search of the promised Messiah, who is revealed to them through the star we still see in the beginning.

Wednesday, September 09, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 221

Like I said, yesterday was really cold, and I knew it would be so at the cabin, but I was determined to go.  And there was snow on the ground there, but it was melting and dripping off the cabin's roof, just barely over forty degrees.  I hadn't had to build a fire in several visits, but I did so almost as soon as I arrived, and had forgotten how bad I am at keeping a fire going (it's burned out twice in the ninety minutes since I got here).

I am just no good in the cold.  In between starting the fire and trying to get it going, I'm tempted to just sit on the couch with a blanket around me and . . . well, edit audio, which is still getting something done.  It could be worse--I could just sleep, or watch the stack of DVDs I bring with me every time.

I had this idea for a sketch the other day, a sort of James Bond meeting the villain scene, like we see so often.  I thought it would be funny if it started out as the usual "Don't you find my secret installation magnificent, Mister Bond?" interchange, and then descends into something way more personal.  I nearly wrote it, then I got the idea of writing it for me and Renee Chambliss (who I'm always eager to work with again), maybe changing Bond to a female secret agent.  But it changed the tone of the script (which I hadn't yet written) by changing it from two men to a man and a woman, and I didn't end up writing it.  

I might still write it, if I could come up with some ending for it that's funny enough.

On one Sunday, when I went on a waterfall hike, I stopped at a park and wrote another sketch for the two of us to do (about a waitress and a crazy customer), and I never really felt it was good enough.  It's weird how precious I am about Renee, and asking her to do things for me, but she really is a truly talented professional, and I fear she's slumming to work for me.  

In July, I wrote another sketch, called "Ticking and Tocking," that I also abandoned, because it was just too gross, too vulgar, but more than that . . . too realistic.  I'll ask Renee about it the next time we talk, see if she thinks it's worth finishing, but right now, I keep trying to find a script that's worthy of her.

Again, I don't know what's interesting to talk about in a daily blog, but it must be a bore to hear about the weather, my exercise, and about writing projects you will never read.  Imagine if I filled these pages with endless paeans to unrequited love.

Sit-ups Today: 200
Sit-ups In September: 1262

Push-ups Today: 33
Push-ups In September: 261 

I did my requisite trip to the lake (what's left of it) as the sun was setting, now earlier than ever.  It was miserable cold, and I just couldn't go out to the other side of the lake like I had planned.  It was just too cold, my hand complaining after carrying the tripod a hundred feet.  So, I just planted it in front of the lake by where the rowboats are beached (that having been at the water's edge a month ago when their owners left them there), started my camera, and did the shortest song I've done all summer (similar to the first couple I did where I just sang part of a song and called it good*).  I didn't have the body heat to do a second take of it, even though there wasn't a soul around, and I could've done "American Pie" and not been interrupted.

Just for fun, I recorded a couple of minutes of the sunset, which I'll post here, not wanting it to go to waste.  But by then, I was starting not to be able to feel my fingers, so I stumbled back to my car before the sun was even fully down.


Back at the cabin, the fire had--miracle of miracles--not burned itself out, and I threw another long on, ate an entire can of Pringles, and watched the 1959 BEN-HUR.  It's an insanely long movie, and before I'd even gotten to the chariot race, I'd fallen asleep.

But, I made myself get up, throw another log on the fire (it's almost pleasant in here now, though it's still cold by the windows and in the bathroom), and forced myself to sit down and write a little bit more before I allowed myself to sleep for real.  I don't know how the story's going to end, exactly, but there's no reason I can't finish it tomorrow.

Except I'll come up with a reason, believe me.

Words Today: 1069
Words In September: 11,823

*Which reminds me, I really ought to re-do that Adele song I did second or third of all last winter, since I only learned that one bit of the song and never know the rest of it whenever I hear it play.

Rish Outcast 178: Answer the Calling

So, this is my much-delayed episode talking about "The Calling: Reunion," a sequel to my short story "The Calling," from 2013 or so.  I had many problems getting Audible to approve the audiobook version* but hey, here it is, under the wire.


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Tuesday, September 08, 2020

September Sweeps - Day 220

Two hundred and twenty days in a row.  If I wrote only one word on each of those days, why, we'd be over two hundred words by now.  Not bad, kid, not bad.

Today was my early day (I know I keep bringing that up, but a) what else can I do, I've been blogging 221 days in a row!, and b) it really is unique for me, to get up early one day a week.  You'd think I was doing it for a girl or something.

But why am I doing any of this, really?

Oh yeah.  Death . . . on the horizon.  Seems like that horse of his is awfully unhealthy-looking.  Or maybe just pale.

Thing is, I felt pretty motivated today.  After it being nearly a hundred (and miserable) on Sunday, here we are, two days later, and it was down to the upper forties/lower fifties (and miserable).  It felt like winter had arrived today, it was so grey and ugly outside.*  Somebody told me this morning that they love weather like this, and it really struck me as a better outlook on life than I have, where the gloominess of the outside affects me inside.

Encouraged by this, or perhaps just to spite myself, I tried to view the positive of the day, and I did what I could to get as much done as possible, working until the afternoon, then heading over to the library, where I jacked into one of their computers and pounded out inspired words until around a hundred minutes had passed.

One more day like today, and I'll have finished the Natalie model story (which still needs a title).  Then I can go on to one of my goals for the month: Write a Good Story.**

Tomorrow, I'm going to the cabin again, even though I fear it's going to be terribly cold (it was 49 degrees when I woke up last Thursday morning, and I'll bet it'll be ten degrees colder this Thursday).  Luckily, there's plenty of firewood and sit-ups to keep me warm.

Sit-ups Today: 130
Sit-ups In September: 1062

Push-ups Today: 32
Push-ups In September: 228

Like I said, I talked to somebody who absolutely loves the gross weather--and loves every one of the seasons equally, unlike me, who feels depression clawing at the door and windowframes, looking for a point of ingress.  And it made me think I could use that as a story element in the next project I write.  I'd been kicking around the idea--

Oh, do you remember that really pretty girl that was getting married to a really pretty guy, and they started a weekly V-log for the first year of being together?  Well, after the one I turned off back in, March or April, was it?, I never went back there again.  But I did look at her Instagram yesterday, and she had done a video celebrating her two month wedding anniversary, mostly with footage from the big wedding shindig they threw.  And I thought about a couple, married for only two months, having their first fight, and that could be the opening scene of the story.

The husband stalks off in one direction, and the wife in the other (though now I'm thinking she tells him to get out, and he stalks off alone, while she stays behind, out of the story for the next several pages), and then he has the fateful encounter the rest of the story will be about.  But I couldn't think of what the argument could be about (politics or religion were my first inclinations, for obvious reasons).  But then I thought about my conversation about how gross the weather was this morning, and how somebody else could see it so differently ("I love it!" she actually exclaimed), and I thought, Well, there you go.  It can be something like that, something as basic as optimism versus pessimism.

And I'd really like to write the story, except I haven't finished my current project, and I worked for a day on the Lara Demming story last week, and it would be a shame to let that one die too.

Like I say way too much on here: we'll see.

Words Today: 2419
Words In September: 10,754

*And when the sun did come out, around one in the afternoon, I felt like dancing around with a Red Hot Chili Peppers sock on soaking up those all-too-brief lithium rays.

**If you support me on Patreon, I did a whole production, complete with music, based on the reasons for this goal in September, but let me just sum up by saying, it's a devil of a challenge.