Friday, July 18, 2014

Live Writing Exercise 24

There was one piece of the puzzle I needed, when I was writing this the first time.  I sort of struggled over it, knowing where I wanted to go, but unsure how to get there.  When I figured it out, it ended up being my favorite part of the story.  Here you go.

***

            She went up to her floor and entered her dad’s apartment.  A sappy song from the Eighties was playing on the stereo--Ryan L. Richie or somebody--and Dad was . . . dancing in the living room.

            “Daddy?” she said, trying not to laugh.

            He was doing the Disney princess thing of dancing by himself like he held a partner, and was signing along, rather terribly.  “I wanna share all my love with you,” he crooned, and Tanissa giggled when she saw the big grin on his face, a moony face like a twitterpated . . . well, Disney character.

            “Dad?”

            He stopped, smiled even bigger, then scooped her up in his big arms, continuing the dance.  “You will always beeeee, my endless love!” he sang.

            “Dad, put me down!” she laughed.  He did so, but not before giving her a big smooch on the forehead.  “What, uh, is this?”

            “Ooh, baby,” he beamed, “I have the greatest news.”

            “Okay.”

            “I’m in love.”

            “What?”

            “In love.  I’ve fallen in love.  I didn’t think it’d happen again after your mama, but, well, it did.”

            “When did this happen?  With who?”

            “Today.  Just now.  You know your friend Bracken’s mom?”

            “Brekkyn.  Yes?”

            “She’s the one.  Tannie, I have never fallen so hard for a woman before.  I don’t know what came over me.  But the heart’s a surprising thing.”

            The song kept playing, but Tanissa didn’t hear it.  “Daddy, is this a joke?  You just met her.”

            “And shit is she beautiful, baby,” he exclaimed, shaking his head.  “And to think she was right under my nose this whole time.”

            Something was wrong.  “Daddy . . .” 

            “How would you like to have a little sister, Tanissa Mae?”

            And then it suddenly made sense.  Somehow, this was her doing.  Tanissa grabbed her father’s hand, holding it tightly to get his attention.  “Daddy, did Brekkyn talk to you?  Today?”

            “That lil white girl has the loveliest singing voice.  Must take after her mama!”

            “She sang?  Just now?”  She looked around the room, as though the brat could be hiding here even now.

            “You know, that girl is the sweetest thing.  Smart too.  You could learn a thing or two from Brekklyn, baby.”
 
           Tanissa swallowed.  That rotten, spoiled little monster had come up here and placed a spell on her father.  “Dad, you’re not in love,” she said, trying to sound logical instead of emotional. 
 
           “I’m not in love, just because!” Dad sang out.

            What the . . . ?  “Brekkyn’s mother isn’t even pretty, Dad.  She looks . . . she looks like a homeless lady.”

            He wrinkled his nose, like he was trying to amuse an infant.  “I like ‘em skinny, baby.  And I’m not exactly Tyson Beckford, you know.”

            “Who?”

            “You should be happy for me, Tannie.”  His expression went ninety percent serious, but there was still a hint of a smile in his eyes.  “It’s been lonely without your mother, without you.  And to have found love again, with a kind, smart, hot lady like that . . .”

            “She’s not hot, Dad. You’re under a spell.”

            He scowled for just a second--less than that, really--then grinned again.  “You know, it feels like that.  And when it happens to you, I hope you feel like that too.”

            “No, Dad!” she practically yelled.  “Brekkyn is part mermaid, and she has this . . . this siren’s song to make people do what she wants.”  She wanted to start from the beginning, tell the tale of how she witnessed this again and again, and even forgot about however many times the trick had been pulled on her.  But he didn’t look willing to listen, so she simply said, “I’ve seen her do it to people, I swear to you.”

            Her father scowled again, and this time, it stuck.  “You are too old to believe in that sort of, you know, kid stuff.  That little girl is wonderful, simply wonderful, and you would be lucky to have her in the family.”

            “Family?  What are you talking abou--”

            “I’m gonna ask Mrs. Conlee to marry me.  I’ve been saving a little money.  It’s probably enough for a decent ring.  I don’t know, though, maybe I coul--”

            “Misses Conlee?” repeated the distraught daughter, trying to maintain her calm.  She was failing.  “Do you even know her first name?”

            That gave Dad a little pause.  “Well, I guess not.  I may have forgot it.  But that’s something I can ask her before the real question.”

            “Dad, she won’t marry you.  She’s . . .”  Tanissa trailed off.  What was she going to say?  What could possibly matter?  After all, if Brekkyn wanted it, her mother--foster mother--would fall in love too. 

            “Tanissa,” Dad said, all patience and lovey-dovey positivity gone.  “Part of growing up is accepting change.  First your mama and me, then me moving here, now this.  If you can’t be nice about it, then I guess our little visit will be done.”

            She gasped slightly.  “What do you mean?”

            “I mean, your mama didn’t want you here to begin with.  She has full custody.”  He squared his burly shoulders.  “If you’d rather go back with her, that’s fine with me.”

            Tears stung at the corners of her eyes.  She knew this wasn’t her father talking, but that didn’t make it hurt any less.  “But this is our daddy daughter time,” she breathed, trying to get through to him.

            “I’ve got two daughters now,” he told her, not unkindly, but she still responded to it like a slap in the face.

            “No.  No, Daddy.  Don’t say that.  She made you say that.”

            Dad grew a tired expression.  Finally, he said, “She wants me to be happy.  That means a lot.”

            What he wasn’t saying was, somehow, that witch had convinced him he loved her and her mother more than he did his own daughter.  The tears did come now.   Tanissa wanted to make fists and strike him a hundred times, or run to her room, slam the door, and start wrecking furniture.  But instead, she stepped up to him, threw her arms around her father, and hugged him hard, crying into his work uniform.
            “Alright, alright, girl,” he whispered, hugging her back.  He kissed the top of her head, and said the terrible words, “Just because I love Brekkyn more doesn’t mean I don’t love you.”

***

            The man at the aquarium had had a hearing aid in one of his ears.  He heard Brekkyn’s song, but he hadn’t heard it.  Tanissa didn’t know how to turn off hearing in one or both ears, but she had a new iPod, and if she had an earbud in, blaring Rap music or Metal, maybe she could be effectively deaf to the song.  She had to try.

            She stuck the bug in, pressing it tight, then decided that wasn’t enough.  After she started up the iPod, she went downstairs, passing by her humming father, who was shaving in the bathroom.  She knocked on the Mannions’ door. 

            Mrs. Conlee answered it.  She looked worse than usual, dark circles under her eyes, her lips twitching.  “Tanissa,” she said, barely above a whisper.  “You shouldn’t be here.”

            Tanissa could barely hear her with the music blasting and the tone of her voice.  “How do I break the spell?” she asked the woman, no doubt she’d know what she was talking about. 

            The woman shook her head.  “You can’t.  It just wears off.  When it does, run away, take your papa and run.”  Implicit in her gaze was the desire that she could also run away. 

            Tanissa tried to imagine what life must be like for this unfortunate lady.  She had a fairly good idea what she had been doing in the bathroom that had so infuriated her ‘daughter,’ and why she would be doing it.  Being in a house with a mind-controlling sociopath would be like living in a prison with no hope of parole.

            Tanissa only got one word out.  “Maybe--”

            From elsewhere in the apartment, Brekkyn’s voice called out.  “Mom?  Mom, who is it?”

            The woman tensed, as though a spider was crawling on her neck.  “Go!” she hissed. 

            But it was too late.  Brekyyn came out of her room, beaming when she saw who it was.  Tanissa!” she exclaimed, drawing out the name in an ugly, nicknamey way. 

            Tanissa swallowed.

            “Mom, leave us alone,” the mer-girl said, and the woman obeyed, again like a beaten dog.

            Tanissa stayed in the hall, not coming inside. 

            “Well, you just gonna stand there?”

            “Why did you do that to my dad?”  It was all she could do not to start slapping and punching.

            “Do what?” Brekkyn asked, her eyes wide with feigned innocence.  “It’s not my fault they fell in love.”

            “Your mom’s not in love with my dad.”

            “She will be.  You’ll see.”

            “Please, don’t do this.  He never did anything to you.”

            “Big sister,” Brekkyn said patiently.  “I didn’t do anything bad.  He actually looked way happier when I left him.”

            “Leave us alone.  He’s not gonna be happy with you as a stepdaughter.”

            “He’ll think he is.”  This was the voice of experience talking.

            “You little bitch,” Tanissa vaguely heard herself saying.  All her fear had suddenly switched to anger.  “Do you have any idea what right and wrong is?”

            And Brekkyn began to sing.  Tanissa could hear the strange language, and she got a sense of, something, a happiness, a sudden liking for the rotten girl standing in front of her . . . but that was all.

            “So, have I shown you the roof yet?” Brekkyn asked, sweetly.  “There’s a lock, but it’s broken.”

            Tanissa had no idea what she was supposed to do, to appear under the mermaid spell, whether she should grunt and obey like a sleepwalker, or just answer normally.  “Okay,” she said, as though it was a great idea. 

            Normally, she’d be fine with going up to the roof, but with Brekkyn, there was no telling what that meant.  Tanissa suspected she would get trapped up there alone or something, and wouldn’t you know it, the lock would work after all.

            Brekkyn left the apartment, not bothering to tell her mother where she was going.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Live Writing Exercise 23

We are now nearing the home stretch, and I will try to include a bit more meat with each of these posts.  Meat is good for you, put a little hair on your chest.

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            Once they were outside, Brekkyn released Tanissa’s arm, and proceeded to kick the aquarium’s welcome sign.  This was like the fits her little cousins sometimes threw, back when they were two or three years old, Tanissa reflected.  She didn’t want to stand around watching it, but she was afraid to say anything to her, in case . . .

            In case what?

            The day was overcast and very cloudy, but felt hotter than the last few sunny days.  “You thirsty?” she asked quietly.  “We could get Slurpees at S--”

            Brekkyn spun around, her hands in fists.  “Let’s go,” she ordered, and started in the direction of the convenience store.  The Slurpees were on special, but they got them free anyway, and Brekkyn, who was still stewing asked, “You ever smoked before?”

            “Cigarettes?” Tanissa asked.  Her aunt smoked, but it had never been an attractive habit, especially the way her dad and mom hated it.  In fact, she’d promised her parents she would never start, the last time they’d talked about it.  “No.”

            “Well, today you are,” she said, and got the clerk to give her a pack of Kools.

            “Uh uh,” Tanissa said, following the other girl out of the store.  Brekkyn did not hold the door for her, and it nearly hit her arm hard enough to knock the Slurpee out of her hand.  Brekkyn kept walking. 

            “We could do something else,” Tanissa offered, aware of a bit of a whine in her voice, but unable to do anything about it.  “There’s that vampire movie we were talking about when--”

            But Brekkyn had already gone around the building, through the little alley and toward the garbage dumpster. 

            Tanissa coughed.  Something awful was in her throat, and coating her mouth.  She tried to spit.

            Even before she noticed the cigarette in her hand, she knew what had happened.  She could feel the smoke inside her chest, and something else, a light-headedness she associated with hanging upside down from the jungle gym as a kid.

            “What did you do to me?” Tanissa demanded, but of course she knew.  Brekkyn had wanted to smoke, but she hadn’t wanted to smoke alone.  She tossed her Kool onto the ground and gave it a healthy stomp.

            “You shouldn’t have said that to me,” the mer-girl said, matter-of-factly.

            She seemed so proud of herself, so prim and proper with half a cigarette between her fingers like that, that Tanissa was suddenly filled with loathing for her.  “Said what?”  She honestly couldn’t remember.  “You were so angry at your mama for smoking, and now you--”

            “That’s different.  This is cigarettes.”  She sighed, appearing to give in, even though she wasn’t.  “Look, you’ll get used to the taste.  Same with beer, although I hated the taste when I tried it.”

            Tanissa was mortified at the thought that Brekkyn would make her smoke and drink and sneak out on her dad, to get her in trouble, to make Dad made at her (or worse, disappointed).  But what could she do?  How could she stop herself, if Brekkyn wanted her to do something?

            The thought was disturbing, and suddenly, she felt sick.

            “You gonna upchuck?” Brekkyn asked, amused.

            Somehow, Tanissa held it in.  She didn’t want to give the brat the satisfaction.  She would spend the rest of the week with her dad only, and do whatever she could to keep away from her new best pal.  Maybe it would work out okay, but she dreaded it.  Which was worse, to be enemies with a spoiled, magical bully, or to be her only friend? 

            “Please don’t make me do stuff, Brekkyn,” she said, as calmly and politely as she could.

            “Or what?” the other girl sneered, taking a deep puff from her cigarette.

            “Or we won’t be friends anymore.”

            That had the desired effect.  Brekkyn froze, her eyes widening in what appeared to be regret, or at least hurt.  And she said no more.

 ***

           They rode the bus home in silence.  Or rather, Tanissa rode silently, while Brekkyn kept asking her what was wrong, what her problem was, why she was acting that way. Tanissa didn’t know how to explain it to her, or if she could express her feelings with words and not tears. 
 
            And was it even worth trying?  Could someone as spoiled and used to her own way as Brekkyn Mannion even understand the rights and feelings of others?  Was it something they had covered on My Little Pony or McKenzee and Cassbie (which somehow seemed the less likely of the two)?

            They got to the apartment complex and Brekkyn burst into the living room for no discernible reason other than to scare her mother.  The woman was sitting on the couch, the television off, reading a book that she slipped by her leg when the girls walked by.  Tanissa thought it was a Bible. 

            “Girls,” she said, looking like a kid in Time Out.

            “Hey,” Tanissa said, but her daughter said nothing.

            Brekkyn immediately suggested (was it a suggestion?) they finish their Monopoly game. It was too cool in that room, the air conditioner blowing as though trying to keep meat from spoiling.  Iggy Azalea played from the girl’s iPod speakers, and Tanissa longed to be out of the room and back with her dad, who could be home by now, if he managed to sneak out early.

            Brekkyn landed on one of the properties Tanissa owned, and her breath caught in her throat for a moment as she anticipated . . . what?  A tantrum?  Retribution?  Monopoly was a very hard game to cheat in, and that made it a challenge to intentionally lose.  The best she could manage was to pretend the Chance cards she drew were all bad and hope the dice were against her. 

            Nearly an hour into the game, there came a soft knock on the door.

            “Yes?” Brekkyn called out. 

            Her mother opened the door halfway, not coming inside.  “Tanissa honey, your daddy’s here for you.”

            Ahh, saved by the bell.

            She stood up so fast she thought she might stumble, and moved toward the door.  Mrs. Conlee met her eyes for the briefest second, then she took a step back to let her guest go through.

            “Thanks for the game,” she called back to Brekkyn.
            Dad stood just inside the apartment, his white shirt and uniform on, his tie removed.  He looked uncomfortable.  “Hope she wasn’t any trouble,” he muttered to Mrs. Conlee.

            “No, she’s very sweet,” the woman said, patting Tanissa on the back with her bony hand.  Then she stopped and watched them head out the door.
            “Thanks,” Tanissa said to the poor woman, and their eyes met one last time before she went down the hall.
            “Hey, baby,” Dad said, rubbing the top of her head.  “How was your day?”
            “It was alright,” she lied, but immediately worried about the smell of tobacco she may or may not be carrying right now.  It was her father who’d asked her to vow not to smoke the year or two before, and she knew it was a much bigger deal to him than it was to her mother. 
            “Home early,” Tanissa said, though he had promised her he would.
            “Yeah.  Your, uh, mom called a few minutes ago.  Wanted to talk to you.  She wasn’t too thrilled to hear we weren’t together.”
            “What did you tell her?”
            “I was already almost home by then, so I just told her the truth.  That you’d made a friend and were downstairs playing.”
            “I’m not sure we’re friends,” she admitted.  “I don’t want to play with her anymore.”
            He glanced back the way they’d come.  “That’s fine by me.  The mother looks, uh, not quite well, you know?  Is she . . .”
            “What?  Is she what?”
            “Nothing.  She just gave me a sort of vibe.”
            Tanissa didn’t know what that meant exactly, but she could agree with it.  It was hard to feel sorry for Brekkyn, even knowing she was lonely, but her mother was easy to pity.
            “So, I need you to give your mama a call.  Just tell her what’s up.  Tell her about your friend--if there’s good stuff to tell, you know?  If not, well . . .”
            “Okay.”
            He took a big breath.  “And, if you can help it, leave out anything about me going to the airport.”
            “Okay, Dad.”
            “I’m gonna go change.  Just talk to her as long as you want,” he said, handing her his cellphone, and heading up the stairwell (Dad never took the elevator if he could help it).
            She shook her head.  She could tell he wanted her to lie, but didn’t dare tell her to lie.  There was something lovably awkward about that.  She dialed the number, and her mother’s voice was there after the second ring, saying, none-too-sweetly, “Is she around now, William?”
            “Hey, mama, it’s me,” Tanissa said, trying to sound as upbeat and excited to talk to her as possible.
            “What’s really going on, Nissa?” her mother asked, no joy in her tone.
            “What do you mean?”
            “Your dad fed me this story about you not--”
            “I made a new friend, Mom.  She lives in Dad’s building.  We’ve been playing Monopoly.”
            “Honestly?  I thought your daddy was spinning one of his yarns.  Sometimes h--”
            “Nope.  We went to the aquarium, got Slurpees--”
            “Alright, alright.  So, tell me what’s been happening with you.”
            She talked to her mother for a long time—maybe half an hour—pacing up and down the halls and stairwells, wrapped up enough in the conversation that she didn’t see Brekkyn enter the elevator and go up to the third floor.  Tanissa’s mother was very close to her, and worried with them apart, and insisted on many details about her meals, activities, and the amount of television and sleep she was getting.
            “And what’s this friend of yours like?”
            “She’s . . . she’s kind of persistent, you know?” Tanissa said, considering what to leave out.  “Real happy to have somebody around her age.”
            “And why’s that?  Are there no children in your daddy’s building?”  A red flag, apparently.
            “Yeah.  But they’re mostly little kids.  And boys.”  Tanissa missed her mother, but was not as willing to confide in her as she was with her dad.  She wondered if Mama would even believe her if she told her the whole story.  Doubtful.  Her dad, on the other hand . . .
            “Mama, I gotta go,” she said, at last, turning herself around and trying to figure out which floor she was on.  “I said I’d pop popcorn.”  It was a flimsy excuse, but she was distracted.  She promised to be good, and to keep her dad out of trouble (whatever that meant), and hung up the cellphone.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Live Blogging Exercise 22

I'm surprised I haven't gotten bored with this yet.  Wish I could say the same about you.

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            The aquarium did have a large open area like a shallow swimming pool that was filled with manta rays.  Some were as small as a Frisbee, but some were huge, at least three feet wide, slowly moving through sandy water, or just sitting still.  There was a short wall/barricade around the pool, where a person could lean over and pet the fish--were they fish?--if they stretched hard enough.
            “I wanna pet that one,” Tanissa muttered, pointing at a beautiful silver ray, with bright white spots on its fins.
            “Well, hop in then,” Brekkyn suggested.
            Tanissa smirked, but the smile went away when she saw the girl bend down and start unvelcroing her shoes.  “Wait, we can’t,” she said, gesturing toward a warning sign on the wall.
            Brekkyn met her eyes, trying to be patient.  “You’re with me.  You can do whatever you want.”
            “I . . .” began Tanissa, but fell silent.  She thought it would be fun to put her feet in the sand, be able to chase, pet, and hold a manta ray.  But she didn’t want to break any rules, and she had to admit she was a little scared of the fish.  “What if . . . the water’s cold?”
            “You put your hand in it, didn’t you?”  Brekkyn had her shoes and socks off now, and was rolling up her pantlegs.  Tanissa was wearing shorts, so all she needed to do was slip off her sandals.  “I don’t know,” she said at last.
            “Alright, be a chicken.”  Brekkyn stood, hiked herself up over the little wall, and slipped into the manta pond.  “They must heat the water,” she said, and giggled.
            Tanissa looked around.  A couple of kids were looking at Brekkyn with envy, and at least one parent was shaking her head with displeasure, but . . .
            She de-sandaled herself and hopped over the wall and into the water herself.  One of the mantas darted away, apparently startled, but the others languidly swam around her legs, as if investigating a new addition to their habitat.  “Maybe this is how they get fed,” she said.
            “What?  They throw kids in here every day and say, ‘Eat up, stingrays?’”
            “No, I mean maybe the people come in here and feed them, and they’re used to people being in with them.”
            Suddenly, a raised voice to their left drew their attention.  “Hey, hey, hey!”
            An old man with a grey Aquarium Security uniform on was striding toward them, frowning.  “You kids can’t be in there!”
            Immediately, Tanissa felt herself blushing and started moving toward the edge of the tank.
            “No, actually, we can,” Brekkyn assured him, smirking.
            The man reached the side of the pond.  “Out of there, young ladies.  Where are your parents?”
            Tanissa thought of her dad, and him getting a call at work, telling him his daughter had been arrested.  That fast, she felt tears coming to her eyes.  It was embarrassing, really, that she was still that much of a little girl--she had cousins who had actually gone to juvie and not blinked an eye--but she didn’t want to disappoint her parents, who claimed to love her all the more now they no longer loved each other.
            Brekkyn walked past her, each footfall making noisy splashes.  “I’ll handle it,” she muttered, and began to sing the familiar song.  Tanissa sighed and turned slowly to watch the display.  It disturbed her to see the mer-girl work her magic, the way people’s eyes glazed over and they got an idiot smile on their face as they obeyed the best they could.  The possibilities of using her powers were limitless, and it worried Tanissa to imagine some of them.
            “Hey now!” the old man yelled.  “You girls get your behinds out of that pool right now!”
            Tanissa looked from him to her friend.  Brekkyn had a puzzled expression on her face, then squared her shoulders and began to sing again.
            “None of that, girlie,” the old man growled.  “You two haul yourselves out of there right this minute, or I’m callin’ the police in!”
            Tanissa immediately moved toward the side barricade, though not the side where the security guard stood, and hoisted himself back over the wall.
            Brekkyn only stood there, her eyes big and glassy.
            “Get your shoes on,” the man said, coming around to Tanissa’s side.
            It occurred to her what the problem was.  This old guy had to be part-mermaid also!  He might even have been Brekkyn’s great-uncle or something, and the siren song didn’t work on her own kind!
            Although she was embarrassed about being in trouble, she was excited to tell her friend about her theory.
            The man in question scowled at the mer-girl, still standing in the center of the pond, all the manta rays swimming in a kind of amazing circle around her.  He shook his head at Tanissa, who had slipped her sandals back on.  “Can’t you read?”  He turned his head toward the signs that said not to cross the edge of the tank, and then Tanissa saw it. 
            He wasn’t a mer-man at all.
            She didn’t know how she knew this was why the singing hadn’t worked on him, but she knew he had a hearing aid in his right ear.
            Brekkyn finally slogged to the side, a pouting child now not yet in preschool.
            “We’re sorry,” Tanissa said quietly to the guard.  “It’s just . . . she said she’d done it before.”
            “Kids are always trying to get in the water.”  He gave her an appraising look.  Some of his grouchiness faded.  “If you promise not to do it again, I don’t have to toss you out.”
            “Okay,” she agreed, most of her worry fading. 
            Brekkyn slowly moved to the edge of the pool, tears running down her eyes. 
            “It’s alright, Brekkyn,” she said, “he’s nice.”
            The girl glared at Tanissa with a chilling stare.  A look of hate that was frankly scary.
            “I don’t know about your friend,” the guard said.  “She understand English.”
            “Uh . . .”
            As Brekkyn hauled herself over the barrier, he angled back to Tanissa.  “Where are your parents?”
            “We, uh, came alone.”
            “I see,” he said, as though that explained a great deal.  She didn’t know if a racist thing or what.  Maybe it simply meant that a parent would’ve stopped them from breaking the rules.
            Brekkyn grabbed up her shoes and socks, sniffling.  She took a step toward Tanissa.  “Come on,” she snarled.  “We’re going home.”
            “He didn’t say--” Tanissa started to say, but the old man put his hand up.
            “I think that’s a very good idea.”
            Brekkyn grabbed Tanissa’s arm and pulled her away, steaming.
            “Sorry,” Tanissa said again to the security guard.  She wasn’t close to crying anymore.  He seemed a pretty nice old dude--as her dad would say--but Brekkyn would surely disagree.
            Maybe she had never found anyone who was . . . immune to her power before.  Maybe she had never been told ‘No’ before today.
            They moved toward the exit, where a pretty girl in a shark hat gave them a wave.  Brekkyn gave her the finger, with the accompanying epithet, and Tanissa looked down at her own hands.

***